Heartaches and Tears

it's my turn to shine... stop the shit, maging happy nlng tayo lahat... i stop digging into the past. just moving on, i know i've been to so much stress and tinatapos ko na yun. kung ayaw mo wag mo! yun lang ang saken... salamat sa mga kaibigan ko, kayo nlng ang inspirasyon ko. syempre family ko din! 

           Things will never really be what it was, and now I am beginning to get a clearer picture why somebody that you used to spend a hell of a good time with before will now be called your Ex.   Ex, as plain as it is, means “past”, “previous”, “earlier”, and that gives a clear meaning that you will never ever bring back what you had in the past.   No matter how hard you will try to preserve the friendship you have made with the person, there will always be boundaries, you lost all the right in his life, you should have no say, you should just have to let go, and get out of his life.          In my case, even if I still want that friendship to be preserved, if the other person does not want to anymore, then that is it. No more persuasions, THAT IS IT!     That is the sad part in any relationship. When it comes to an END .

It’s been a month now, and I guess, I’ve been better… There are less sad moments, like crying before I close my eyes to sleep. Yes, there are still moments when I think of him, and feel quite sad, but like what one of my buddies had said, letting go is the first step in moving on…   I am still confused if he still loves me, until now, he still sends me messages in the phone, like, he misses me, and that he still loves me. It feels good to receive those messages, but the sad part is, to believe if those were true…               It will take time for me to forget him, or maybe I won’t. I’ll just have to make myself heal, and forget the hurt, and retain the good memories. In a short span of time, I really loved him; I will never forget all the sweet and happy times we spent together. I’ve been happy with him. I’ll always cherish those moments.               In ti...

Nampota, asa pako diba? Ang tanga ko talaga! Asa pako na magkakaayos pa kami... Pero, unti-unti ko na naman tinatanggap yun... Ang dami na nga dahilan para maniwala ako na niloko lang ako! Sabi nga nila, iba ang tanga sa nagtatanga-tangahan! Haay! Boba!

10. High school friends High school friends will be forever special in your life whether you will maintain contact with them or not after you graduate. They're the people who had a big impact on your adolescent years – the time when whatever you'll experience will greatly affect your future personality, ideology or outlook in life and the time when your hormones were raging (still raging up until present, I suppose, hehe). 9. The type who share your interests What's the latest NBA standings? Hey, let's play Dota! Let's watch MYMP this Saturday at Hilaga! Let's play 123 Pass! Let's have a Desperate Housewives marathon! Birds of the same feather flock together. When you're together, it's like your in your own little world talking about your common denominator and you could go all day. Iyung tipong makukuha pang ma-OP pati mga syota niyo kapag nagkita na kayo! 8. The type you don't see often yet you still keep the bond There are friends who see each...

Go ahead, make fake accounts again... You need attention cause you are autistic! Jealous, insecure, faggot --- that is you! No naming names, if you react, then you're GUILTY!

        Nakakapagtaka kung bakit ang galing ko mag-advice sa mga friends ko na sawi sa pag-ibig... Madalas nagagalit pako kung bakit nag-stay sila sa isang relasyon na agrabyado sila, without thinking na darating pala yung point sa buhay ko na mararanasan ko yun. Alam ko na ngayon yung nararamdaman ng isang pusong tanga. Masarap naman talaga magmahal eh, ako pa! eh basta pag sinabing mong love, eh all out ako dyan. Bakit ka magbibigay ng konti, kung kaya mo naman ibigay ang lahat, at dun ka sasaya. Hindi ko man lang naisip na, hindi lang pala puro saya pag nagmahal ka, na walang perpektong tao na kahit ibigay mo na lahat ng pagmamahal na nasa iyo, masasaktan ka pa din sa bandang huli. Darating yung point na hindi kayo magkakaintindihan, magsasawa kayo sa pareparehong bagay na madalas na pagtalunan. Darating yung point na akala mo masaya ka pa, pero yun pala, nandun na siya sa piling ng IBA. Kahit na gaano itago ang mga kasinungaolingan, lalabas at lalaba...