Product of Petix Time in the office... :)

It’s been a month now, and I guess, I’ve been better… There are less sad moments, like crying before I close my eyes to sleep. Yes, there are still moments when I think of him, and feel quite sad, but like what one of my buddies had said, letting go is the first step in moving on…  I am still confused if he still loves me, until now, he still sends me messages in the phone, like, he misses me, and that he still loves me. It feels good to receive those messages, but the sad part is, to believe if those were true…

 

            It will take time for me to forget him, or maybe I won’t. I’ll just have to make myself heal, and forget the hurt, and retain the good memories. In a short span of time, I really loved him; I will never forget all the sweet and happy times we spent together. I’ve been happy with him. I’ll always cherish those moments.

 

            In time, even if many people wouldn’t think that it’s right, I still want him to be my friend. Even now, I know I can forgive him. I don’t really hold grudges to anyone, and I can say I am a peace-loving person. I know I’ve been taken for granted BIG TIME, but I know I may be weak on the outside, I easily cry, feel hurt, but deep inside, I can easily forget all the hurt that I felt, and easily forgive him.

 

            2007 is not my year. I had been miserable in relationships. I’ve experienced a lot of sad things. There are still a lot of happy moments, but this year, there are lots of tears that I’ve shed. Well, at least there are some more months left, I still believe there are still things that may still make this year better for me…

 

            My blog is quite long now, a product of not doing anything in the office. Haha! Thanks to U.S. Labor Day, but it bores me a lot, having a lot of idle time. Good thing we are still getting paid for not doing anything. Haha! Till my next entry! J

 

Comments

Tannix Keyvs said…
Happy times... yes... happy times.
September 4, 2007 at 9:40 AM
Tannix Keyvs said…
Ah, andami kong gustong i-quote dito. Kaso wag na lang.

Ang masasabi ko lang... ang bait mo talaga.

Sa sobrang bait mo, masama na.

Merong mga taong pinapatawad. Pero hindi lahat ng pinapatawad mo, nagiging kaibigan mo.
September 4, 2007 at 9:42 AM
Dubi Wolf said…
wala ako masabi... blog ko naman 'to ah?! hehehe... that's the way it is...
September 5, 2007 at 1:12 AM
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