Wala na! Mas naging tamad nako pumasok sa trabaho. Hindi na ako yung tipong 2 hours yung allowance sa oras ng login ko sa office. Ngayon, gigising ako 2 hours before the time. Hindi nako hyper sa pagpasok, na tipong ako yung nagbubukas ng office sa sobrang aga ko. Gusto ko lang ishare na tatlo yung alarm time sa phone ko, tapos may tig-15 minute interval. Sa sobrang tamad ko ng bumangon kanina, umabot sa pangatlong alarm! Nasabi ko nlng sa sarili ko, ganito na ba talaga akong katamad pumasok? Ano nga ba dapat ang maging dahilan ko para pumasok bukod sa pera every pay day. Nakakalungkot...
One always has to know when a stage comes to an end. If we insist on staying longer than the necessary time, we lose the happiness and the meaning of the other stages we have to go through. Closing cycles, shutting doors, ending chapters whatever name we give it, what matters is to leave in the past the moments of life that have finished. Did you lose your job? Has a loving relationship come to an end? Did you leave your parents’ house? Gone to live abroad? Has a long-lasting friendship ended all of a sudden? You can spend a long time wondering why this has happened. You can tell yourself you won’t take another step until you find out why certain things that were so important and so solid in your life have turned into dust, just like that. But such an attitude will be awfully stressing for everyone involved: your parents, your husband or wife, your friends, your children, your sister, everyone will be finishing chapters, turning over new leaves, getting on with life, and they will a...
It’s been a month now, and I guess, I’ve been better… There are less sad moments, like crying before I close my eyes to sleep. Yes, there are still moments when I think of him, and feel quite sad, but like what one of my buddies had said, letting go is the first step in moving on… I am still confused if he still loves me, until now, he still sends me messages in the phone, like, he misses me, and that he still loves me. It feels good to receive those messages, but the sad part is, to believe if those were true… It will take time for me to forget him, or maybe I won’t. I’ll just have to make myself heal, and forget the hurt, and retain the good memories. In a short span of time, I really loved him; I will never forget all the sweet and happy times we spent together. I’ve been happy with him. I’ll always cherish those moments. In ti...
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