Heartaches and Tears

[repost] The Quarter-Life Crisis by unknown It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are a lot of things about yourself that you didn't know and may or may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now. You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you do not realize is that they are realizing that too and are not really cold or catty or mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you. You look at your job. It is not even close to what you thought you would be doing or maybe you are looking for one and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and are scared. You miss the comforts of college, of groups, of soc...

Anu ba ang pakiramdam ko ngaun? Ngaun na last day ko na sa Intuit Last day ko nang magcacalls para sa QuickBooks. Sa totoo lang, mamimiss ko ang QuickBooks. Mamimiss ko yung mga team mates ko. Mamimiss ko lahat lahat ng taong nakilala ko sa Intuit. Syempre pati yung crush kong si _____. Haay! Ayon nga sa mga boss, "It is a way of life" Di tayo pwedeng magstay sa iisang lugar lang. There will always be changes. Changes na mahirap tanggapin, sa una lang yan, pero eventually, magiging comfortable na tayo dun. Marami pang tumatakbo sa isip ko ngayon. Tama bang umalis na ako? Ano ba yung mga dahilan ko sa pag-alis ko? 1. Mas malaki sweldo ko! Hehe. - yun naman ang masaya diba? - masarap mabili yung mga gusto mo - alam mong sapat yung bayad mo, sa hirap na binubuhos mo sa trabaho. 2. Bagong environment at management - mapunta naman ako sa Ayala - magfeeling sosyal! Hehehe! 3. Self- fulfilment? - Hehe! Sana! - Isang taong plantsado performance ko sa Intuit...

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Got this meaning from http://www.urbandictionary.com Juvy means… 1. slang for juvenile hall, where young offenders go and get assraped. (OMG!)   1. immature   (1) I had some mac n cheese for dinner with apple juice.... man it was juvy but delicious Sorry I'm so juvy tonight, it must be naptime. 2. in trouble   (2) If you tell her, I'll be so juvy! I've been juvy ever since Shelly saw me with her friend last friday...     3. a jail bait ; a (usually good looking) female who is below the legal age.   I hate that club! all the good looking girls there are juvies, only if were 10 years younger .     Now I have the reason to hate my name more! Argggh! Hehehe! If I will be a parent, I’m gonna give my children good names. Hehe!   Wala lang. Wala ako magawa eh. J

Yesterday at work, while I am still waiting for calls to get in, I heard my cellphone beep; somebody sent me a text message. When I opened my inbox, I saw a familiar number, and the number was already deleted long ago in my phonebook. I don’t want to keep numbers that I will not text, or will probably not text me anymore. The familiar number belongs to my ex- boyfriend, telling me he misses me. (He misses what?) Well, I no longer want to give details about it. Anyway, upon reading the text message, what I felt was not happiness or not even "kilig" at all, instead, it made me hate him more. I hate him more because he reminds me about how he made me feel trashed, and I remember the time that I cry myself to sleep everyday because of him, and he never cared for me at all. I didn’t care to reply because I don’t want to waste even a peso on him. He’s never worth anything or my time anyway. (But I still wrote a blog about him) haha! I just want to share my thoughts about him. You’l...

  May outing ako to Batangas this Saturday! Yeah! I’m gonna be free of everything, free from the same old life. I’m gonna swim my heart out. Rest! Rest! Rest! I am super excited! Pics to be posted soon! Yeah! I am super super excited and happy! Woohoo!

  Wala na! Mas naging tamad nako pumasok sa trabaho. Hindi na ako yung tipong 2 hours yung allowance sa oras ng login ko sa office. Ngayon, gigising ako 2 hours before the time. Hindi nako hyper sa pagpasok, na tipong ako yung nagbubukas ng office sa sobrang aga ko. Gusto ko lang ishare na tatlo yung alarm time sa phone ko, tapos may tig-15 minute interval. Sa sobrang tamad ko ng bumangon kanina, umabot sa pangatlong alarm! Nasabi ko nlng sa sarili ko, ganito na ba talaga akong katamad pumasok? Ano nga ba dapat ang maging dahilan ko para pumasok bukod sa pera every pay day. Nakakalungkot...