Heartaches and Tears

I don't know how long I can endure this. I don't know what I am feeling anymore. Why do I have to break down again? Why do I keep thinking about you? Why do I have to be miserable until this time? I think the only thing that can solve my misery is when I am gone. Gone from this world, numb of any pain, numb of what I truly feel. My life is full of regrets. I can never put myself first. It is too late for me to find my own happiness. I am already old. I need to endure all the pain. I need to put up with what I decided to be. I need to suck it up and face the reality. The reality that this is my reality.

햇살처럼 눈부시게 다가와 언제나 그렇듯 날 감싸주었죠 그대가 웃어 준다면 나도 웃게 되죠 언제부턴가 그대는 내게 사랑인 거죠 날 기억해 줄래요 혹시 우리가 헤어진다 해도 알아요 나에겐 허락되지 않은 하나가 있죠 가질 수도 없는 사랑 그대인 걸 잘 알아요 알아요 하늘이 세상을 다 준다 해도 그대에게 나는 안 되는 걸 나도 알고 있어요 그게 운명이란 걸 우린 나 때문에 아파하진 마요 언제나 그랬듯 날 걱정하겠죠 그대가 힘들어하면 난 죽을 것 같아 언제부턴가 그대는 내게 사랑인 거죠 날 잊지는 말아요 혹시 인연의 끈이 끊어져도 알아요 나에겐 허락되지 않은 하나가 있죠 가질 수도 없는 사랑 그대인 걸 잘 알아요 알아요 하늘이 세상을 다 준다 해도 그대에게 안 된다는 걸 이젠 나 그대의 모든 걸 내 마음에 새겨 둘게요 들려요 나에겐 메아리쳐 돌아온 사랑이죠 혼자서만 하는 사랑 그댄 아마 모르겠죠 보여요 어둠이 내 두 눈을 가려 버려도 그대만은 이런 운명이겠죠 아픈 인연이겠죠 그런 사랑이겠죠 우린 ENGLISH TRANSLATION Like the sunshine, you came to me so dazzlingly As you embraced me, just like always If you smile for me, I will smile too From some point, you became my love Will you remember me? Even if we say goodbye? I know, there is one thing that isn’t allowed for me I know you’re a love that I can’t have I know, even if I have the whole world I know I’m not the one for you That it’s destiny For us Don’t be in pain because of me I’m sure you’ll worry about me just like always If you...

Paalam Moira dela Torre and Ben & Ben Pag-asa, nasaan ka? Ba't sumama sa paglisan niya? Kung babawiin ang mga nasabi Babalik ba sa 'king tabi? Oh, oh Saan ba magsisimula Kung ako'y umaasa pa? Naniniwala sa 'yong pangako Na hinding-hindi susuko Ba't 'di man lang nagpaalam? Oh, 'di lang ikaw 'yung nasaktan Hindi pa ba sapat Nung binigay ko ang lahat? Paalam Pagbigyan ang aking tugon 'Wag iwan sa imahinasyon Kahit na huling sulyap na lamang Malaman lang na 'di nagkulang Ba't 'di man lang nagpaalam? Oh, 'di lang ikaw 'yung nasaktan Hindi pa ba sapat Nung binigay ko ang lahat? Ba't 'di man lang pinaalam? Oh, 'di lang ikaw 'yung nasaktan Hindi pa ba sapat Nung binigay ko ang lahat? Paalam Paalam Paalam Paalam Sa ating nakaraan (Paalam) Sa mga pinagsisihan (Paalam) Sa aking nadarama (Paalam) Kaya ko na ng wala ka Sa naging pagmamahalan ...

Patawad by Moira Dela Torre Paano nalimutan ang lahat Na kahit konti, walang pasabi? Paano nalimutang banggitin Na nagbago pala ang pagtingin? Oh-ooh Oh-ooh Wala na rin naman kahit na balikan Wala na ang tamis nung ika'y nahagkan At sa huling paalam, naintindihan Na sa ating dalawa, may ibang nakalaan Paanong burahin ang sandaling Naiguhit sa panaginip? At kung sa paggising, ikaw pa rin Ang nasa isip, hindi maitanggi Oh-ooh Oh-ooh Wala na rin naman kahit na balikan Wala na ang tamis nung ika'y nahagkan At sa huling paalam, naintindihan Na sa ating dalawa, may ibang nakalaan Patawad Paalam Patawad, paalam Patawad kung ikaw ay aking nasaktan Hindi ko nabigay ang iyong kailangan At ang huling pangakong maibibigay Na sa ating dalawa ay wala nang sisihan Patawad, paalam sa 'ting nakaraan Source: Musixmatch Songwriters: Jason Marvin Hernandez

I walked through the door with you, the air was cold But something 'bout it felt like home somehow and I Left my scarf there at your sister's house And you still got it in your drawer even now Oh, your sweet disposition and my wide-eyed gaze We're singing in the car, getting lost upstate Autumn leaves falling down like pieces into place And I can picture it after all these days And I know it's long gone and That magic's not here no more And I might be okay But I'm not fine at all Oh, oh, oh 'Cause there we are again on that little town street You almost ran the red 'cause you were looking over me Wind in my hair, I was there, I remember it all too well Photo album on the counter, your cheeks were turning red You used to be a little kid with glasses in a twin-size bed And your mother's telling stories 'bout you on a tee ball team You tell me 'bout your past, thinking your future was me And I know i...

Nakatulong ba nung lumayo ako 'Di ba 'yon naman ang 'yong ginusto Simula pa no'n, kahit hanggang ngayon Lahat ng daan ay pabalik sa'yo Balang araw ay makikita mong 'Di kailangan lumayo (kinailangang lumayo) Kung paglisan lang ang paraan Patawad Paalam Kahit nasa'n ka man Nariyan pa ba ang pinangarap ko Na aking tinalikuran para mabuo Bakit ganon kahit sa'n lumingon Lahat ng daan ay pabalik sa'yo Balang araw ay makikita mong 'Di kailangan lumayo (kinailangang lumayo) Kung paglisan lang ang paraan Patawad Paalam Kahit nasa'n ka man Oooh oooh oooh Nahanap nga sarili mo Nawala naman ako Masisisisi mo pa ba Kung ako'y sususuko na Hindi mo man mapakinggan Ang aking mga dahilan Matatanggi mo bang Mahal na mahal kita Sa aking paglayag Tiyak ika'y masasaktan Hangad ko'y maintindihan 'Di maintindihan Na sa tamang panahon Hinding-hindi na iiwan Kung 'yong pag...

I still remember the look on your face Lit through the darkness, at 1: 58 The words that you whispered for just us to know You told me you loved me, so why did you go away? If I do recall now, the smell of the rain Fresh on the pavement, I ran off the plane That July ninth The beat of your heart It jumps through your shirt I can still feel your arms But now I'll go sit on the floor wearing your clothes All that I know is I don't know How to be something you miss... I never thought we'd have our last kiss Never imagined we'd end like this Your name, forever the name on my lips I do remember the swing in your step The life of the party, you're showing off again And I roll my eyes, and you pull me in I'm not much for dancing, but for you I did Because I love your handshake meeting my father I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets How you kissed me when I was in the middle of saying something Th...

I dreamed about you. Why do you always have to be in my dreams? Why does it hurt so bad when I wake up and realize that you are really gone and never coming back? My heart broke and it is still breaking. My eyes keep crying whenever I think about you. Maybe because it is a fact that it was over and there's nothing that I can do about it.

"Malaya" Moira Dela Torre Pasensya na, kung papatulugin na muna Ang pusong napagod kakahintay Kaya sa natitirang segundong kayakap ka Maaari bang magkunwaring akin ka pa Mangangarap hanggang sa pagbalik Mangangarap pa rin kahit masakit Baka sakaling makita kitang muli Pagsikat ng araw, paglipas ng gabi Kung di pipilitin ang di pa para sa'kin Baka sakaling maibalik Malaya ka na, Malaya Isusuko na ang sandata aatras na sa laban Di dahil naduduwag kundi dahil mahal kita Mahirap nang labanan mga espada ng orasan Kung pipilitin pa, lalo lang masasaktan Mangangarap hanggang sa pagbalik Mangangarap pa rin kahit masakit Baka sakaling makita kitang muli Pagsikat ng araw, paglipas ng gabi Kung di pipilitin ang di pa para sa'kin Baka sakaling maibalik Malaya ka na, Malaya

Before It Sinks In Moira Dela Torre Suspended in the air I hear myself breathing Hanging by a thread My heart is barely beating I haven't fallen yet But I feel it comin' Tell me would it be too much to ask If you break it to me gently And I'm waking the next day Without you beside me And you hold on to the day Tomorrow will just be a memory That I would look back at all of this And wonder why I stayed in here Just to watch you disappear So I breathe and let you go How do I breathe and let you go? Before it's too late I'll take a step away I know one word would make me go Rushing back to you So I'll just shut my eyes Forget that you were mine How do you go from making one your home And then just letting it all go Let me take it in Before it sinks in I'll be on my knees Is the future you promised Know what I never even had I have every reason to miss And I down away I...

I'll Never Love Again - Film Version Lady Gaga ,  Bradley Cooper Wish I could, I could've said goodbye I would've said what I wanted to Maybe even cried for you If I knew it would be the last time I would've broke my heart in two Tryin' to save a part of you Don't wanna feel another touch Don't wanna start another fire Don't wanna know another kiss No other name falling off my lips Don't wanna give my heart away To another stranger Or let another day begin Won't even let the sunlight in No, I'll never love again I'll never love again, oh, oh, oh, oh When we first met I never thought that I would fall I never thought that I'd find myself Lying in your arms And I want to pretend that it's not true Oh baby, that you're gone 'Cause my world keeps turning, and turning, and turning And I'm not moving on Don't wanna feel another touch Don't wanna start another fire Don't wanna know another kiss No other n...

Homesick - Dua Lipa Here, where the sky's falling I'm covered in blue I'm running and I'm crawling Fighting for you When the rain stops Then, darling, what will I do And I know I go all in But why do I You give me a reason Something to believe in I know, I know, I know You give me a meaning Something I can breathe in I know, I know, I know It's a bittersweet feeling Longing and I'm leaving I go, I go, I go But I wish I was there with you Oh, I wish I was there with you There's a crack in my window A bird in my room Angels all over That watch over you When I'm walking on water All my dreams have come true Still, nothing means nothing Without you, you You give me a reason Something to believe in I know, I know, I know You give me a meaning Something I can breathe in I know, I know, I know It's a bittersweet feeling Longing and I'm leaving I go, I go, I go Tell my he...

Kay rami nang nagbago sa buhay Mula nang tayo'y nagmahalan Puso ko'y natutong tumibok sa isang kumpas Hanggang isang pintig na lamang Ang marinig mula sa ating dibdib Ngunit paraiso na ating narating Ngayo'y naglalaho tulad ng isang bituin Habang ikaw ay naririto sa dibdib Ipaglalaban ko ating pag-ibig Sa harap ng paghihirap at pasakit Ako'y handang magtiis Hangga't 'di kita lubusang maintindihan Aaminin ko ang pagkukulang Hanggang kailan kita mamahalin Tanong ng puso ngayo'y naninimdim Kay rami nang nagbago sa buhay Mula nang tayo'y nagmahalan Puso ko'y natutong tumibok sa isang kumpas Hanggang isang pintig na lamang Ang marinig mula sa ating dibdib Ngunit paraiso na ating narating Ngayo'y naglalaho tulad ng isang bituin Habang ikaw ay naririto sa dibdib Ipaglalaban ko ating pag-ibig Sa harap ng paghihirap at pasakit Ako'y handang magtiis Hangga't 'di kita lubusa...

Happier Ed Sheeran Walking down 29th and Park I saw you in another's arms Only a month we've been apart You look happier Saw you walk inside a bar He said something to make you laugh I saw that both your smiles were twice as wide as ours Yeah, you look happier, you do Ain't nobody hurt you like I hurt you But ain't nobody love you like I do Promise that I will not take it personal, baby If you're moving on with someone new 'Cause baby you look happier, you do My friends told me one day I'll feel it too And until then I'll smile to hide the truth But I know I was happier with you Sat on the corner of the room Everything's reminding me of you Nursing an empty bottle and telling myself you're happier Aren't you? Ain't nobody hurt you like I hurt you But ain't nobody need you like I do I know that there's others that deserve you But my darling, I am still in love with you But I...

"Back To You" (from "13 Reasons Why" soundtrack) Took you like a shot Thought that I could chase you with the cold evening Let a couple years water down how I'm feeling about you (feeling about you) And every time we talk Every single word builds up to this moment And I gotta convince myself I don't want it, even though I do (even though I do) You could break my heart in two But when it heals, it beats for you I know it's forward but it's true I wanna hold you when I'm not supposed to When I'm lying close to someone else You're stuck in my head and I can't get you out of it If I could do it all again I know I'd go back to you I know I'd go back to you I know I'd go back to you I never got it right Playing and re-playing old conversations Overthinking every word and I hate it 'Cause it's not me ('C...

Surrounded by a shadow, so unclear. Let me hollow, full of fear. We're not worth it, we're not worth it. The only thing I leaned on when I needed safety was you. Soon every stranger, I looked for you. Right love, wrong time. Can't press rewind, I'm fragile, I won't lie. Can this clock be on our side, for you, I'd swallow all my pride. Sorry, I left, I'm sorry I left you. Sorry, I left, I'm sorry I left you. Staring at the door that you slammed on me, And thinking of myself, was this meant to be? Are we not worth it? Was I not worth it? Do not fold the answers. We gave up too soon. Know i'd be thinking if you feel the same way too. Oh right love, wrong time. Can't press rewind, I'm fragile. I won't lie. Can this clock be on our side, For you, I'd swallow all my pride. Sorry, I left, Sorry I left you. Sorry, I left, I'm sorry I let you go. Is it too late to run back? Nothing ...

"Huling Gabi" (from "Last Night" soundtrack) Kung ito na nga Ang ating huling gabi Mga natitirang sandali Di na ikukubli Lahat lahat sayo'y ibibigay Huling beses magsasabay Sa himig na pag-ibig ang taglay Bago mawalan ng saysay Hawakan ang aking kamay Higpitan ang kapit Pwede ka pang lumapit Kalimutan natin Bukas na sasapit Dito na lang ako Dito na lang tayo Walang manggugulo Na parang atin ang mundo Sa sandaling tila habambuhay Bawat saglit magiging patunay Ito ay itinakda, langit ang may akda Ayokong kumawala sa'yo Huling sayaw na natin 'to Huling halik sa'yong noo Huling pagdidikit ng puso Mga sandaling tila habambuhay Bawat saglit magiging patunay Ito ay itinakda, langit ang may akda Ayokong kumawala sa'yo Dito na lang ako Dito na lang tayo Walang manggugulo Na parang atin ang mundo

"Di Na Kita Mahal" Silent Sanctuary Hindi na kita mahal, 'yan ba ang nais mong marinig? Sa hangin naka-sandal, nagbabadya nang huling halik Paano na ang mga gabi, kung 'di ka katabi Kung ako lang, kung ako lang ay 'di ko sasabihin Para sa'yo, para sa'yo kailangan kang limutin Sumpaang magtatagal, mga pangarap naging abo Sino nga ba ang hangal? Bakit tayo nagkaganito? Wala na bang halaga, mundo nating dalawa Kung ako lang, kung ako lang ay 'di ko sasabihin Para sa'yo, para sa'yo kailangan kang limutin Limutin... Kung ako lang, para sa'yo Kung ako lang, kung ako lang ay 'di ko sasabihin Para sa'yo, para sa'yo handa kitang limutin Kung ako lang, kung ako lang ay 'di ko kakayanin Para sa'yo, dahil sa'yo ay aking pipilitin Buhay ko'y isusugal Ikaw man ang nasasakdal Hindi Na Kita Mahal

"Malayo Na Tayo" Silent Sanctuary Nagawa ko na ang lahat Ngunit hindi mapantayan Ikaw ang kailangan Umakyat, lumipad Sinisid na ang dagat Pagkawala mo'y nilalabanan Dahil malayo na tayo Kumukupas na ang mundo Sumpaan pala'y nagbabago Dahil nga, malayo na tayo Akala ko'y madali lang kayanin Ang lungkot at pag iisa Mga liham mo't naiwang larawan Dagdag bigat sa nadarama Malayo na tayo Kumukupas na ang mundo Sumpaan pala'y nagbabago Dahil nga, malayo na Naranasan ko nang maglakad sa buwan Nanahimik naghintay sa kalawakan Susubukan kong pigilin ang oras At mag isang humaharap sa bukas Malayo na tayo Kumukupas na ang mundo Sumpaan pala'y nagbabago Kahit na, dahil nga Malayo na tayo Nandiyan ka't nandito ako Maalis ka ba sa isip ko Kahit na malayo na tayo Malayo na tayo

"If I Were You" I look in the mirror, with you in my arms And I see a reflection Of a smile that says you believe in love And just for a moment, I drifted away But I couldn't stay cuz A hint of love, a bit of fear I'm tryin' to say If I were you, I wouldn't be here If I were you I would stay right where you are I wouldn't come near this broken heart Just turn around and leave here And find someone who won't hurt you Make sure that she still believes in love Cuz I think my heart has given up If I were you, I wouldn't be here Ooh yeah I'm tryin' to protect you From the lies that your heart tells Even though it says that you love me All I see is pain and misery Seasons may change But I can't forget the days of old My heart ached when you walked away I said I'd never love again If I were you, I wouldn't be here If I were you I would stay right where you are I wo...