Depression Kicking In...

I have a heavy heart right now and I can't help but to write it all down.

I am so depressed about my career.

I can't seem to find a job that gives me the feeling of fulfilment and at the same time provides for my needs.

Currently, my work can pay bills, but what about for long term. The company provided health card and nothing else as a benefit.

Last November, my boss said I got promoted as an Assistant Manager, but until today, I have not signed any papers to prove that.

I tried to look for options, but it doesn't seem to favor me.

What sucks the most is, I  can't change everything that happened before and I need to move forward, and I don't know where to go, or even know how to start. 

I know I got to be patient, and it is a test for me. I think my sign tells me that I am just born to be really thinking so ahead of time, and that makes me really impatient about things not going right today.

I need a piece of advice. Something that will make me start to move on.

What will I do or Where should I go? :(

Comments

hazel salazar said…
I understand how you feel. i believe that you have to want something badly, you won't stop at nothing to get it. minsan talaga it's frustrating when you don't get the results immediately but we just have to be patient. God knows what's best in His time.

wag ka mag-alala. things will fall into place. :)
March 17, 2010 at 5:24 PM
Janelle Ablang said…
be glad that you have been promoted. that's one step forward in your career. not everyone gets a promotion so be very thankful but continue going forward. :)
March 18, 2010 at 12:50 AM
ɐ ʞ ɔ! ɥ ɔ ÜÜ said…
Why not take the Board exam? Mak your decision after the result. If you can study while working, then do so. If not, ask for a leave. Try mo lang. Malay mo you're meant to be a CPA na :)
March 20, 2010 at 9:26 PM
Dubi Wolf said…
Huwaaaaaa!!!! We'll see... ;)
March 23, 2010 at 8:30 AM
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