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Breaking Down Again

I don't know how long I can endure this. I don't know what I am feeling anymore. Why do I have to break down again? Why do I keep thinking about you? Why do I have to be miserable until this time? I think the only thing that can solve my misery is when I am gone. Gone from this world, numb of any pain, numb of what I truly feel. My life is full of regrets. I can never put myself first. It is too late for me to find my own happiness. I am already old. I need to endure all the pain. I need to put up with what I decided to be. I need to suck it up and face the reality. The reality that this is my reality.

One and Only (알아요)

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햇살처럼 눈부시게 다가와 언제나 그렇듯 날 감싸주었죠 그대가 웃어 준다면 나도 웃게 되죠 언제부턴가 그대는 내게 사랑인 거죠 날 기억해 줄래요 혹시 우리가 헤어진다 해도 알아요 나에겐 허락되지 않은 하나가 있죠 가질 수도 없는 사랑 그대인 걸 잘 알아요 알아요 하늘이 세상을 다 준다 해도 그대에게 나는 안 되는 걸 나도 알고 있어요 그게 운명이란 걸 우린 나 때문에 아파하진 마요 언제나 그랬듯 날 걱정하겠죠 그대가 힘들어하면 난 죽을 것 같아 언제부턴가 그대는 내게 사랑인 거죠 날 잊지는 말아요 혹시 인연의 끈이 끊어져도 알아요 나에겐 허락되지 않은 하나가 있죠 가질 수도 없는 사랑 그대인 걸 잘 알아요 알아요 하늘이 세상을 다 준다 해도 그대에게 안 된다는 걸 이젠 나 그대의 모든 걸 내 마음에 새겨 둘게요 들려요 나에겐 메아리쳐 돌아온 사랑이죠 혼자서만 하는 사랑 그댄 아마 모르겠죠 보여요 어둠이 내 두 눈을 가려 버려도 그대만은 이런 운명이겠죠 아픈 인연이겠죠 그런 사랑이겠죠 우린 ENGLISH TRANSLATION Like the sunshine, you came to me so dazzlingly As you embraced me, just like always If you smile for me, I will smile too From some point, you became my love Will you remember me? Even if we say goodbye? I know, there is one thing that isn’t allowed for me I know you’re a love that I can’t have I know, even if I have the whole world I know I’m not the one for you That it’s destiny For us Don’t be in pain because of me I’m sure you’ll worry about me just like always If you...

Paalam

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Paalam Moira dela Torre and Ben & Ben Pag-asa, nasaan ka? Ba't sumama sa paglisan niya? Kung babawiin ang mga nasabi Babalik ba sa 'king tabi? Oh, oh Saan ba magsisimula Kung ako'y umaasa pa? Naniniwala sa 'yong pangako Na hinding-hindi susuko Ba't 'di man lang nagpaalam? Oh, 'di lang ikaw 'yung nasaktan Hindi pa ba sapat Nung binigay ko ang lahat? Paalam Pagbigyan ang aking tugon 'Wag iwan sa imahinasyon Kahit na huling sulyap na lamang Malaman lang na 'di nagkulang Ba't 'di man lang nagpaalam? Oh, 'di lang ikaw 'yung nasaktan Hindi pa ba sapat Nung binigay ko ang lahat? Ba't 'di man lang pinaalam? Oh, 'di lang ikaw 'yung nasaktan Hindi pa ba sapat Nung binigay ko ang lahat? Paalam Paalam Paalam Paalam Sa ating nakaraan (Paalam) Sa mga pinagsisihan (Paalam) Sa aking nadarama (Paalam) Kaya ko na ng wala ka Sa naging pagmamahalan ...

Patawad

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Patawad by Moira Dela Torre Paano nalimutan ang lahat Na kahit konti, walang pasabi? Paano nalimutang banggitin Na nagbago pala ang pagtingin? Oh-ooh Oh-ooh Wala na rin naman kahit na balikan Wala na ang tamis nung ika'y nahagkan At sa huling paalam, naintindihan Na sa ating dalawa, may ibang nakalaan Paanong burahin ang sandaling Naiguhit sa panaginip? At kung sa paggising, ikaw pa rin Ang nasa isip, hindi maitanggi Oh-ooh Oh-ooh Wala na rin naman kahit na balikan Wala na ang tamis nung ika'y nahagkan At sa huling paalam, naintindihan Na sa ating dalawa, may ibang nakalaan Patawad Paalam Patawad, paalam Patawad kung ikaw ay aking nasaktan Hindi ko nabigay ang iyong kailangan At ang huling pangakong maibibigay Na sa ating dalawa ay wala nang sisihan Patawad, paalam sa 'ting nakaraan Source: Musixmatch Songwriters: Jason Marvin Hernandez

All Too Well - Taylor Swift

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I walked through the door with you, the air was cold But something 'bout it felt like home somehow and I Left my scarf there at your sister's house And you still got it in your drawer even now Oh, your sweet disposition and my wide-eyed gaze We're singing in the car, getting lost upstate Autumn leaves falling down like pieces into place And I can picture it after all these days And I know it's long gone and That magic's not here no more And I might be okay But I'm not fine at all Oh, oh, oh 'Cause there we are again on that little town street You almost ran the red 'cause you were looking over me Wind in my hair, I was there, I remember it all too well Photo album on the counter, your cheeks were turning red You used to be a little kid with glasses in a twin-size bed And your mother's telling stories 'bout you on a tee ball team You tell me 'bout your past, thinking your future was me And I know i...

Patawad, Paalam

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Nakatulong ba nung lumayo ako 'Di ba 'yon naman ang 'yong ginusto Simula pa no'n, kahit hanggang ngayon Lahat ng daan ay pabalik sa'yo Balang araw ay makikita mong 'Di kailangan lumayo (kinailangang lumayo) Kung paglisan lang ang paraan Patawad Paalam Kahit nasa'n ka man Nariyan pa ba ang pinangarap ko Na aking tinalikuran para mabuo Bakit ganon kahit sa'n lumingon Lahat ng daan ay pabalik sa'yo Balang araw ay makikita mong 'Di kailangan lumayo (kinailangang lumayo) Kung paglisan lang ang paraan Patawad Paalam Kahit nasa'n ka man Oooh oooh oooh Nahanap nga sarili mo Nawala naman ako Masisisisi mo pa ba Kung ako'y sususuko na Hindi mo man mapakinggan Ang aking mga dahilan Matatanggi mo bang Mahal na mahal kita Sa aking paglayag Tiyak ika'y masasaktan Hangad ko'y maintindihan 'Di maintindihan Na sa tamang panahon Hinding-hindi na iiwan Kung 'yong pag...

Last Kiss

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I still remember the look on your face Lit through the darkness, at 1: 58 The words that you whispered for just us to know You told me you loved me, so why did you go away? If I do recall now, the smell of the rain Fresh on the pavement, I ran off the plane That July ninth The beat of your heart It jumps through your shirt I can still feel your arms But now I'll go sit on the floor wearing your clothes All that I know is I don't know How to be something you miss... I never thought we'd have our last kiss Never imagined we'd end like this Your name, forever the name on my lips I do remember the swing in your step The life of the party, you're showing off again And I roll my eyes, and you pull me in I'm not much for dancing, but for you I did Because I love your handshake meeting my father I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets How you kissed me when I was in the middle of saying something Th...