Heartaches and Tears

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I have a heavy heart right now and I can't help but to write it all down. I am so depressed about my career. I can't seem to find a job that gives me the feeling of fulfilment and at the same time provides for my needs. Currently, my work can pay bills, but what about for long term. The company provided health card and nothing else as a benefit. Last November, my boss said I got promoted as an Assistant Manager, but until today, I have not signed any papers to prove that. I tried to look for options, but it doesn't seem to favor me. What sucks the most is, I can't change everything that happened before and I need to move forward, and I don't know where to go, or even know how to start. I know I got to be patient, and it is a test for me. I think my sign tells me that I am just born to be really thinking so ahead of time, and that makes me really impatient about things not going right today. I need a piece of advice. Something that will make me start to move on. Wha...

I have a heavy heart right now and I can't help but to write it all down. I am so depressed about my career. I can't seem to find a job that gives me the feeling of fulfilment and at the same time provides for my needs. Currently, my work can pay bills, but what about for long term. The company provided health card and nothing else as a benefit. Last November, my boss said I got promoted as an Assistant Manager, but until today, I have not signed any papers to prove that. I tried to look for options, but it doesn't seem to favor me. What sucks the most is, I  can't change everything that happened before and I need to move forward, and I don't know where to go, or even know how to start.  I know I got to be patient, and it is a test for me. I think my sign tells me that I am just born to be really thinking so ahead of time, and that makes me really impatient about things not going right today. I need a piece of advice. Something that will make me start to move on. ...