Heartaches and Tears

           Things will never really be what it was, and now I am beginning to get a clearer picture why somebody that you used to spend a hell of a good time with before will now be called your Ex.   Ex, as plain as it is, means “past”, “previous”, “earlier”, and that gives a clear meaning that you will never ever bring back what you had in the past.   No matter how hard you will try to preserve the friendship you have made with the person, there will always be boundaries, you lost all the right in his life, you should have no say, you should just have to let go, and get out of his life.          In my case, even if I still want that friendship to be preserved, if the other person does not want to anymore, then that is it. No more persuasions, THAT IS IT!     That is the sad part in any relationship. When it comes to an END .

It’s been a month now, and I guess, I’ve been better… There are less sad moments, like crying before I close my eyes to sleep. Yes, there are still moments when I think of him, and feel quite sad, but like what one of my buddies had said, letting go is the first step in moving on…   I am still confused if he still loves me, until now, he still sends me messages in the phone, like, he misses me, and that he still loves me. It feels good to receive those messages, but the sad part is, to believe if those were true…               It will take time for me to forget him, or maybe I won’t. I’ll just have to make myself heal, and forget the hurt, and retain the good memories. In a short span of time, I really loved him; I will never forget all the sweet and happy times we spent together. I’ve been happy with him. I’ll always cherish those moments.               In ti...