Heartaches and Tears

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From a year of working hard, last December 13, 2007, I bought a new fon... ...presenting my Sony Ericsson k850i... front back yihee! saya!

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  Don't make it appear we are Ok when everythings wrong... It is the typical you, not minding what's going on, and I am so sick of it... There you go, I am letting you fly now... See you, but I don't know when... I am just so tired of everything...

I don't know what I am feeling right now... It all started last week when I was about to meet somebody that was special to me. I admit I am quite excited about it, and I believe it will push thru. But then came the day, and it was cancelled, because of some stupid reason. What is sad about it is that, even if I knew I am always being hurt by this person, I am just so forgiving to him, that is because he is someone special to me, and I love him so much. I'd been hurt again, and it is because of me. Being so gullible maybe, and believing that everything can always go well, if we want it. It was a realization that I am still broken, and I can't still start over until I am well. I want this person to know that I am not pretending, and what I tell him are not lies. Yes, I still wanna see him, and I want to spend time with him. I was really hurt to realize the facts, and it was like a hard slap on the face. I need to forget him, and I need to forget all the feelings I have for h...

  My tears just fell after I read this short story...     On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy. I was a strong and happy bridegroom. This was the scene of ten years ago. The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid, I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affections between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school. Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes. Dew came into my life. It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of lo...

          Gusto ko naman talaga mag-work, lalo na pag maayos ang sistema, masaya ang paligid, maraming kaibigan, at malaki sweldo…Kaso lang, minsan talaga, di ko na maiwasang sobrang mainis, dahil sa pabago-bagong patakaran nila. Madami ngang pinagagawa, padagdag nang padagdag ang gawain, pero di naman nadadagdagan ang sweldo! Hmp! Pati ung promotion na hanap ko, eh ang tagal ding dumating… Haay… Ayoko ng word na resign e, ayaw ko din naman iwan mga kaibigan ko, yung nakasanayan ko nang environment ng isang taon, pero unti-unti ko na rin kasing nararamdaman ang pagkayamot, parang hindi nararamdaman ng mga boss yung hirap nang nasa ibaba. Puro lang implementation ang ginagawa nila, kaso lang hindi naman nila makuhang pakinggan yung mga taong nagbibigay ng resulta sa kanila. We, at the bottom, deserve to have the tools in order to work well. Kaso nga lang, the more na nasa itaas ka na, you lose EQ (Emotional Quotient). Puro results-driven. Haaay… w...

Yes, I watched the movie... and I relate pretty well...hehehe... The plot is very touching for me, and I guess it pictures what a real relationship should be... It's not all about giving all what you have to your partner, but still having to follow what you want and be happy for yourself... The biggest lesson i got from it is that, it is better for partners to break up, especially if they feel that there is something missing or wrong with the relationship. It is not about finding someone new, but picking up what is lost, in order to start all over again... Too bad I wasn't able to cry my heart out, cause I am too shy for my friend to see me like that, I held back the tears... hehehe... but I enjoyed it, and learned something from it...

She is so pretty! This girl is pregnant but still looks stunning... I really love her pretty face...

Message: Read This Twice & understand it...! Girl: Hey Boy: What? Girl: I really like you. And I... I think I'm falling in love with you. Boy: Ok... Girl: What do you mean "ok"? Boy: I don't like you like that... Girl: Why not? Boy: I can't tell you... maybe another time...Fr om then on, the girl kept asking the boy "Why not?" whenever she saw him, and he kept answering the same answer of "I'll tell you later." Finally the girl got fed up. Girl: I'm tired of this! Tell me why you don't like me! Boy: Do you really wanna know why? Girl: Yes! Boy: It's because you're uglier than freak! What's the point of going out with someo ne when they're not pretty?! (The nerve!! soo superficial!!) Gi rl: But... I... Boy: Just shut up and leave me alone! Th e boy leaves and the girl is sitting there alone, crying her heart out. Then her cell phone rings. Girl: Hello? Mom: Sweetheart? I want you to go home, ok? I'll be home f...

Sometimes, it is really hard to get over with things that hurt us so much. Too bad that I have that ability to give back my trust to people I care about so much. Most of the time, I get disappointed because of that, and then it brings back the hurt again. Why do some people can be so insensitive. They do not see the importance you give to them, and they even hurt you without them knowing, or I guess they do, but does not care at all... Sometimes, it really gets so sad. We can't really be that happy...

Last Saturday, I went to SME GA, with my friends in Etel... Syempre inuman yan, kwentuhan, asaran... Dami namin food, and xmpre inuman, Red Horse plus Jose Cuervo! Since nagwork ako, uso na gimik gimik... I am a non-smoker, and non-drinker as well... pero since then, I drink konti... Una kong ininom eh, San Mig Strong Ice, dun ko nlng nalaman na allergic pala ako, and my body turns red at makati talaga! Kahapon, after drinking mga 7 shots ng tequila, ayan, allergy nanaman ako! waaah! Ayos lang naman, kaya ko pa... Nakauwi pa ako ng maayos... Natulog na nga ako pagdating ko ng hapon, I woke up ng mga 4am. Nagtoilet muna ako, tapos yun! bigla nag-iba pakiramdam ko... I can feel that I am losing my sight pati yung pandinig ko! Nakapanik pa ako sa taas ng house, then nagising ko pa yung parents ko! I felt so scared talaga, akala ko mabubulag na ako! tapos good thing yung sis ko, si Chicka, eh nursing stud, kinuha BP ko, mag low blood pala ako, 90/60... pagtapos ng mga 5 mins, nagnormalize...

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After a long time of loneliness, and depression, Alas! Here I am, starting to move on.  Tama nga na time will heal all wounds, and it is true that you don't have to ignore it, address your pain, grieve, then let go... Just want to say GOODBYE Henry! GOODBYE to all the pain. GOODBYE to loneliness. I still wish you good, cause I loveD you, but it's just enough. Hello to the real world. I love you guys, those who never gave up on me. Thanks JR for being there for me. Thanks to my BARKADA (Bess, John, Khris, Zel, Sheena, Tantan, Philip!) I miss you Philip! Sama moko dyan sa HongKong! Hopefully makarating ang barkada dyan sa HK! Dalhin mo kami dyan! It's time for a change. I'ma be pretty as I can be. Wear pretty clothes. Love myself more. Love my family. Love my friends. I AM JUST SO HAPPY NOW!

Nasali si Inday sa Deal or No Deal Kris: Magandang gabi mga kapamilya, sa gameshow na ito importante ang sagot sa nag-iisang katanungang Deal or no Deal. Ang ating player ngayong gabi ay walang iba kundi ang fastest-rising household services manager na si Inday! [umentra si Inday at nagpalakpakan ang mga tao] Kris: Ok Inday, choose a briefcase. Inday: Kris, I would opt for case #4 please. Kris: Briefcase # 4… si Sharmel. Inday, matanong ko lang, how did you come up with the number 4? Inday: Oh, do you really want to know Kris? Kris: Oo naman. I'm sure kaya ko naman maintindihan yung sasabihin mo eh. Inday: The number 4 was acquired based on a probability distribution function that involves integrating up to an area greater than or equal to that random number which should be generated between 0 and 1 for proper distributions. Kris: Syet. tanong tanong pa kasi eh. Nasali si Inday sa Deal or No Deal Part 2 Kris: Ok Inday, choose 6 briefcases to open. I...

Colors offer great insight into a person's personality. As you grow older, you'll likely find that your favorite color has changed, because your personality has changed. Pick your favorite color below and find out what it means about you.   RED YELLOW PINK PURPLE BLACK GREEN ORANGE BROWN GRAY BLUE WHITE     RED You're the lover. You're passionate and sensual with a volatile personality. You like to be noticed. You're spontaneous, and sometimes you have incredible energy. Your interests are many and varied. You like to learn new things. You're occasionally extreme in your viewpoint or lifestyle. Your will-power is amazing, and you are able to accomplish what would be impossible for others. You know how to stay focused when you have a goal in mind. When it comes to romance, you sizzle.   GREEN You're the healer. You like to take care of others and cure all woes. You feel best about yourself when you're contributing somethi...