Heartaches and Tears

Last June 27, my team mates from etel told me that I was invited in a formal ceremony because I have an award. :P I actually tendered my resignation from the company last March 31, but then, I was still recognized as one of the top performers. I am happy that I was able to receive an award. It was back high school when I get this kind of awards. Boohoo for me. :P There you go! Presenting my award. :D

I cooked Nilagang Baka last time for lunch I took a picture and make JR see it. It is favorite food kasi. I said I cooked it as if it is for him. Haha! Sabi ko naman, someday he will be able to taste it. Naging masarap naman yung luto ko kahit matagal nang hindi nagluluto. Naubos kasi eh. Hehe. :D Last Friday, the package ate and I bought came already. Matagal ko na kasi gustong bilhin ang perfume ni Paris Hilton. The Perfume alone costs 2K+ ata, but this set, I got saradong 2K. Wala lang I opened it as if I am opening a gift. Naexcite ako masyado! Hehe. Ayun, happy lang ako sa nabili ko, at last. :D

There is just something that I wanted to stress out... That time when you read my blog in blogspot, it was never my intention to make you feel jealous, because he did not say that you are already together that time. The last conversation we had was June 17, and I asked him if you are already together and he said "Hindi ko alam, basta alam namin ang nararamdaman namin..." Yes, I knew it was coming. I am not vocal with my feelings that is why I expressed it in my blog. It wasn't supposed to make you feel bad. I don't want to create another scene here. This is my blog anyway. I just want to speak my mind. You already have him, I guess there's no more to reason to be mad.

My sister bought a router to plug our modem,and I am blogging right now using my PSP! Wala lang,ang cool lang! hehehe! Hindi lang nga ganung comfortable like using the keyboard pero pede na, parang nagteteks lang! astig! ;)

*Ouch* That's what I feel in my heart. I don't really want this kind of pain but I cannot resist it. I feel so disgusted about the idea of ... This is not really a good post, you should really stop reading! I am really depressed, desperate, and insane! I want my LIFE back. Will you please give me back my LIFE?

Sana I'll have time... Wala naman kasing magandang ikwento eh... Miss mo'ko?