Heartaches and Tears

          Gusto ko naman talaga mag-work, lalo na pag maayos ang sistema, masaya ang paligid, maraming kaibigan, at malaki sweldo…Kaso lang, minsan talaga, di ko na maiwasang sobrang mainis, dahil sa pabago-bagong patakaran nila. Madami ngang pinagagawa, padagdag nang padagdag ang gawain, pero di naman nadadagdagan ang sweldo! Hmp! Pati ung promotion na hanap ko, eh ang tagal ding dumating… Haay… Ayoko ng word na resign e, ayaw ko din naman iwan mga kaibigan ko, yung nakasanayan ko nang environment ng isang taon, pero unti-unti ko na rin kasing nararamdaman ang pagkayamot, parang hindi nararamdaman ng mga boss yung hirap nang nasa ibaba. Puro lang implementation ang ginagawa nila, kaso lang hindi naman nila makuhang pakinggan yung mga taong nagbibigay ng resulta sa kanila. We, at the bottom, deserve to have the tools in order to work well. Kaso nga lang, the more na nasa itaas ka na, you lose EQ (Emotional Quotient). Puro results-driven. Haaay… w...

Yes, I watched the movie... and I relate pretty well...hehehe... The plot is very touching for me, and I guess it pictures what a real relationship should be... It's not all about giving all what you have to your partner, but still having to follow what you want and be happy for yourself... The biggest lesson i got from it is that, it is better for partners to break up, especially if they feel that there is something missing or wrong with the relationship. It is not about finding someone new, but picking up what is lost, in order to start all over again... Too bad I wasn't able to cry my heart out, cause I am too shy for my friend to see me like that, I held back the tears... hehehe... but I enjoyed it, and learned something from it...

She is so pretty! This girl is pregnant but still looks stunning... I really love her pretty face...

Message: Read This Twice & understand it...! Girl: Hey Boy: What? Girl: I really like you. And I... I think I'm falling in love with you. Boy: Ok... Girl: What do you mean "ok"? Boy: I don't like you like that... Girl: Why not? Boy: I can't tell you... maybe another time...Fr om then on, the girl kept asking the boy "Why not?" whenever she saw him, and he kept answering the same answer of "I'll tell you later." Finally the girl got fed up. Girl: I'm tired of this! Tell me why you don't like me! Boy: Do you really wanna know why? Girl: Yes! Boy: It's because you're uglier than freak! What's the point of going out with someo ne when they're not pretty?! (The nerve!! soo superficial!!) Gi rl: But... I... Boy: Just shut up and leave me alone! Th e boy leaves and the girl is sitting there alone, crying her heart out. Then her cell phone rings. Girl: Hello? Mom: Sweetheart? I want you to go home, ok? I'll be home f...

Sometimes, it is really hard to get over with things that hurt us so much. Too bad that I have that ability to give back my trust to people I care about so much. Most of the time, I get disappointed because of that, and then it brings back the hurt again. Why do some people can be so insensitive. They do not see the importance you give to them, and they even hurt you without them knowing, or I guess they do, but does not care at all... Sometimes, it really gets so sad. We can't really be that happy...

Last Saturday, I went to SME GA, with my friends in Etel... Syempre inuman yan, kwentuhan, asaran... Dami namin food, and xmpre inuman, Red Horse plus Jose Cuervo! Since nagwork ako, uso na gimik gimik... I am a non-smoker, and non-drinker as well... pero since then, I drink konti... Una kong ininom eh, San Mig Strong Ice, dun ko nlng nalaman na allergic pala ako, and my body turns red at makati talaga! Kahapon, after drinking mga 7 shots ng tequila, ayan, allergy nanaman ako! waaah! Ayos lang naman, kaya ko pa... Nakauwi pa ako ng maayos... Natulog na nga ako pagdating ko ng hapon, I woke up ng mga 4am. Nagtoilet muna ako, tapos yun! bigla nag-iba pakiramdam ko... I can feel that I am losing my sight pati yung pandinig ko! Nakapanik pa ako sa taas ng house, then nagising ko pa yung parents ko! I felt so scared talaga, akala ko mabubulag na ako! tapos good thing yung sis ko, si Chicka, eh nursing stud, kinuha BP ko, mag low blood pala ako, 90/60... pagtapos ng mga 5 mins, nagnormalize...